Monday, May 24, 2010

I wish I can be “Spongebob”

Hey world !! hey bloggazz!!
You know? I think today was my worst day. I feels so unlucky.

I think, maybe I have my worst day every week. Jadi inget quote yang kemaren aku baca di blognya Mitchyy.
It’s like this :
“I hate looking at my self and realizing that I don’t like what I see. I hate looking back at things I did and wondering why I was like that. Everyday there’s something wrong. Just one trivial thing that can make me unhappy for just a moment. It’s like it’s not even possible to have a day without one bad feeling.”
I totally agree with that quotes. I feeling that too. Every day, every little bad thing, always make me loosing my mood. >.< !! I really hate that part of me! that’s my bad side. I’m a moody. And I don’t have the medicine for it yet. Remember if I have a bad side, I suddenly remember to “Spongebob”. He’s totally a cheerfull person. I like him!! So much!! O.o He’s good, freehanded, a lover, cute, but one thing I hate from him. He’s seems like a stupid person. Like a loser. Padahal,, baiknya... o.O 

I remember one of spongebob song. That’s entitled “It’s the best day ever”. But I don’t feeling it right now. So,, I wanna change the lyric into “It’s the worst day ever”. Ahh,, aku kalo ngomong muter-muter yahh.. feel suck! >.<
 Anyway, I’ve been thinking what the things that make me going so bad like this. But I can’t found it till now. Maybe I have a damnation. Like a damnation from a witch. (ahh,, tambah ngaco!)


In an unhappy condition like this, I just wanna have fun. Like, go karaoke, or to the game centre, go shopping (if I have a lot of money),or maybe traveling, or go watch the movie. But, in a time like this, I’m too busy to go anywhere. Buat post ini aja susah banget. Ga tau bisa langsung posting apa nggak. Biasanya kan, aku nulis dulu baru bisa posting kalo ke warnet. 

Latterly, I’m kinda busy of school task. I have to prepare for our final music show next Sunday. And then.. there’s many more.. and the the final semester exam will be held a couple weeks later. That’s super fast, I think. And I was made a wrong PSG report and have to make it again. (sebenernya nggak terlalu pusing juga. Cuman, kalo kebanyakan gitu bingung mau ngerjain yang mana dulu). 
I write this post in the middle of rehearsal for our final music show. Me and my friends is wanna play a drama plus traditional music show that called “Kentongan”. It’s a special traditional music from Banyumas regency. I’ll post our music show photo next time. That will be nice!! I hope we can success!! (amin!! O.o) 
My friends is soo busy to try their show costum. And me? Honestly, I think, my costum is soo bad. I just don’t like the model. It’s odd on me. And I don’t like it! Maybe I wanna modify it first, so that will be better. Cuz the size is too big for me. (padahal aku udah ambil ukuran yang paling kecil. But that’s still largeness on me. Bahhhh!!! 
Okay,, I think I should end this. I just have to continue our training. Don’t forget to follow me and keep up comment!! Ohya,, fill my cbox too!!!!!!!! Bye bye Beeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhh!!!!!!

Monday, May 17, 2010

Be Smart and you'll be win!!

Sometime I feeling confused about a lot of people. They’re broken their school just to look like a cool person. Just to follow the trend. Honestly, I think that’s so uncool. That’s stupid!! I mean “Hey,, being a stubborn and forget about school isn’t cool. You come to school to being smarter. And that’s very stupid if you waste your school just to show the others that you brave to break the rule”

You’ll loss. You’re waste your time, waste your money, waste your chance, and certainly you waste your life! I know I like an old grandmother when I say this word. But, you can’t deny it. That’s true, rite?

Okay, this is what I mean. School is so fun if we success on it. Absolutely F.U.N !! Really!! There’s a feeling like “I proud of my self” when we got success on our school. Okay, I ain’t forbid you to act stubborn or whatsoever. I just invite you to enjoy your school. You can act like whatever you want. Stubborn, immature, mature, nerd, look smart, brave, shy, good person, bad boy, or whatever.. you free to act like that. But you don’t have to forget about your school.


Honestly, I feels so sick to continue my school. I feel so boring to always listening my teacher when they teach me on class. I’m being sick to do their task, homework, or the exam. I feeling that too. But we have to do it. That’s why we have to school. Can we just pay attention to our school for a while? The effect would so big if we got success on it. Trust me!!


So, that’s what I think. I know my self control, I know all my responsibility, and I know what I’m supposed to do. So mom, dad, please.. trust me!! I’m not that stubborn and I will never disapponting you. I know the good thing or the bad thing. Let me develop my ability.. Let me enjoy my teen life.. Let me show you what I can do. Let me do anything what I wanna do, and I will never forget your word. I will keep that inside my heart. I love you both!! You don’t have to know about that. Just, I wanna make you proud of my self!

So guys, don’t you ever think like that? I certain that you must be ever think about that too. Am i right?

Sayoooonaraaaaaa!!!!!!!!^^