Monday, July 30, 2012

Forever Childish


I thought I was doing things right. When someone eventually make me realize that I'm not. I finally found out my self in a different angle. I was so selfish back then, I just do something that I want, pay less attention for other people advice. I believe what I like to believe, though the other things not necessarily wrong. I finally realize that I actually a hypocrite. I used to say 'I'm fine' when actually no. I have a simple yet disenchant me of many precious things today. I may not completely wrong. I just don't know how to. Today I learn that we should get a recipe before we try to cook something.


What worst is, I sometime feel afraid of being scolded when I do something wrongly. Then it ended up with me doing nothing. I'm drepressed? Yes. Yet now a best motivator for me is a good book and some good writing about psychology and such. If only I still have my long hair. I love to make a side braid of my hair whenever I feel like in a teribble mood and believe or not, it kinda relief me and I feel more better miraculously (when I braid my hair).


Thought that today I decide to post something that not typically. I doubt this before, but I decide to post it coz it actually noted in my 'to post list' so yeah. I come with the old dress of mine which I wear it differently than the normal way. It's kinda awkward to talk about this, but yeah I try to enjoy. 

I don't have fancy stuff in my closet, but I try my best creativity to make it more watchable. The dress (or not actually a dress?) is consist of two apparel. The red stripes top and black bottom. I add a basic black tee and polkadot bow clip (actually a hair clip) to create a different look of the dress.




Truthfully, I kinda have a hair treatment last week. I smoothing it! Something that I feel guilty about. I used to have a fluffy hair. Then I thought it would be great if it become more 'slim' and smooth but it turn out more limp and asdfghjkl weird. I look like have a mushroom hair now. Okay, maybe it just about the haircut. I try to love my current hair. Just in case to appreciate my choices. Now my next homework is to find out what's good for my typical face. I have a rounded shape, slanted eyes, chubby cheek, and thic lips which I don't know how to deal with them. I have to learn more how to put make up on them. 



I'm 18, but still looks so childish whatever I wear. Or maybe I have to grateful for my younger look? Thanks chubby cheek! 
And oh, I now have a lookbook. Please hype to give me more spirit to keep up my work.


64 comments:

  1. Hehe, you still look pretty dear, really :D
    I love ur simple style and fan me on lookbook too :)

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  2. Sweet outfit, girl! :)

    Thanks for your comment, hope to see you soon! :)

    Xx, Saritschka.

    http://saritschka.blogspot.com

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  3. hey girl you are so cute! you are so silly for saying that you don't have anything fancy in your closet! what you are wearing is very cute and fancy indeed :D maybe one of these days if we ever meet we could have a trade off of clothes that we are tired of! haha, that would be cool, wouldn't it?

    by the way, thank you so much for stopping by my blog and leaving me a comment on my recent post! i really appreciate your time ^_^

    i will follow you in return :D

    okie, following ya now! :D

    MELISSA
    hellomissa.blogspot.com

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    1. aah, thank you for such a lovely comment dear.. :*

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  4. cutee <3
    and thank you for your sweet comment, following you back dear :)

    http://clrland.blogspot.com/

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  5. simple but cute :D
    nice outfits to hangout! :)


    www.beautyappetite.com

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  6. Oh I love peter pan collars. How cute!

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  7. Cute simple black dress :)

    www.coffeecreamandthecaffeine.blogspot.com

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  8. what a beautiful dress dear:)

    followed you back anyway! :-D

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  9. Cute and lovely! if you want to look more mature then you might try to grow your bangs :) Thankyou for visiting my blog, i'm following you back!

    xo <3
    http://www.thestyleshowroom.com/

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    1. I try it, but it looks weird on me haha so I rather keep this hair style. thank you Valen! (:

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  10. really cute...the 2nd photo is my fav look! :D

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  11. Thank you for the comment on my blog . As a matter of fact you can see everything clearly through those glasses even if it seems like you cant see anything. I have to try it when you see them some time.

    KAIIWONG

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  12. love this look and also your blog! It's so nice!!! I follow you!
    Pass to my blog and if it likes you follow me too, I will be so glad :D
    kisses
    http://francescagiusti.blogspot.com/

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  13. you look so cute!


    I follow you now!

    could you follow me back?
    http://mindy13579.blogspot.com

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  14. you are so adorable and so is your blog!

    i love the style of this skirt :)

    City Laundry

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  15. hi kelimutu! nice to keep in touch with you on blog/twitter:D
    wohooo you look so cute! :)
    and i love your header anyway.. ;))

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  16. I love the jumper from the first photos! It's super cute!

    I would love for you to visit my blog sometime!!
    :)
    Allison

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  17. I actually think you are absolutely cute! Your outfit indeed makes you look younger - but worry not, at least you're not the only one! I look like a thirteen year old. It's depressing -___-

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    1. yeah, at least we look younger because that is what many people want to look like. haha

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  18. loving your jumper <3

    www.aroundlucia.com
    www.aroundlucia.com

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  19. Great blog! I would like to invite you to me :) Let's follow each other =]

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  20. cute cute look! ah i bet you looked very pretty with side braids. and hey, saying you're ok when you're really not doesn't make you a hypocrite you know ;)





    WWW.FASHIONGEEKSCLOSET.COM

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    1. yeah, I know. But in some case, it make me feel like that.

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  21. Hope you feel better soon ! Thank you for your nice comment and for inviting me to follow each other, I am following you on google friend connect and Bloglovin and wait for you to do the same on both :-) Kisses

    Fashion and Cookies
    Follow me on Bloglovin

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  22. Awww, I know how everything feels like. Just try to be happy and do things you like to do. Be around people who you love, and tell them you love them. ( : Chin up, and keep smiling! <3

    You look super duper cute I love how you dress! :D

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    1. thank you for such a sweet comment Tash! (:

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  23. Awww so cute!!!
    Would you like to follow each other!?

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  24. Hi dear thanks for the follow :) i´m now following you as well

    Keep in touch

    http://thefrench-fries.blogspot.pt
    xx

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  25. Hello, the first look is so cute:D I hope we can follow each other, I follow you now via bloglovin/13 and gfc/225:D
    xx chris

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  26. i'm in love with this!

    Visit my blog? xx Miss Beatrix (http://missbeatrix.blogspot.com)

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  27. The greatest virtue is to do a self-correction and trying to change whatever needed, seeing that you have already done it, you should be proud of yourself (:

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  28. lovely outfits kel ;) anyway cheer up neng!

    xx
    sartob

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  29. Finally you've done an outfit post. How's you feel, ki?
    :)

    SUPER PRETTY LOOK!

    P.S.
    you know what?
    long time ago, I think I'm not good looking. I think I don't have a good fashion taste. I think my stuffs is not good enough to be shown in a blog post.. but I'm interested.

    then..
    Kak Diana rikasari inspire me, that Our blog is our own world. We're free to do everything with it. And why should we care of what people say if it will stop us enjoying our own world?
    then I try to enjoy blogging in my own way.
    no care of bad comments hehehe

    KEEP IT UP!!!!!!
    Cemunguddhh!
    heheh

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    1. yeah, I'm just too shy and don't have much chance to do an outfit post. But thank you so much for your support Aul. It means a lot! (:

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  30. I am totally diggin' your site design! ;D

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  31. Me likey the way you mix n match this and that ☺
    Sometimes I do love being a childish on style too hihii

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  32. keep do fashion experiments, it always fun

    Herdiana Surachman
    DELUXSHONIST | TWITTER | BLOGLOVIN

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  33. I think you look adorable! You have a unique sense of style, which I really like.

    http://www.glamkittenslitterbox.com/
    Twitter: @GlamKitten88

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  34. I love love love your style. <3 Amazing!

    Anyway, what do you think of following each other? :)

    WhiteCloset
    Twitter
    Facebook

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  35. You look adorable dear! Love your dress :)

    Cheers,
    Karina Dinda R. ♥
    BLOG | TWITTER | SHOP

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  36. What lovely outfits, I really like them! And you're amazing for seeing your past mistakes and doing your best to correct them. After all, mistakes are made, and valuable lessons are learned afterwards, and if you show that you're sorry for what you've done earlier, forgiveness is guaranteed. Although what you did isn't so bad - everyone had their selfish moments! :D
    I'm following you now. :D If you want, you can find me on. http://the-wandering-heart.blogspot.com
    Lots of love! <3

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    1. yes, you get the point of it. thank you, I'll be glad to visit you soon (:

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  37. lovely outfit :)

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