Saturday, July 24, 2010

It's just like a robot!

Hey everybody!! HOLIDAY IS OVER NOW!! IT'S TOTALLY OVER!!!!
Well, write this at juny 19th. sorry for post it just now. first day back to school. after a long long time not touch book and stuff. now i should to do it more again. i'm in twelve grade guys! it's gonna be national examination that alway freaking out for many people. it's freak me out too, although just a little bit. i just don't wanna care too much. :p
okay,so.. i think, school is fine anyway. i met everybody that i'm not seeing at about 3 till 4 weeks. so, i'm happy enough. and my new class is blah blah blah. it's like a SMEA. you know, like a special school for a girl cuz it almost all girl in my class. guy is only about 15 people. but, it's fine.. just don't mind it.
still about school. NEW RULE!! my school is applied a new rule. MOVING CLASS. it's gonna be suck a lot! suck, tiring, confusing ahh bad lahh. .
udah dulu lah ya. blank of topic. i'm gonna take a bath as soon as possible. just being busy to make a logo design for my school event (stematel go it). i just representing my class to follow this event. it's like, i'm screaming on my mind (wah,gimana nih? gue nggak pernah pake corel. mana bisa gue bikin logo jurusan!!). but, alhamdulilah.. it's done! padahal gue bkin juga asal2an gitu. cuma gue bkin gambar hp gitu kan dibkin kayak orang2an sawah gitu lah.. padahal lbh cocok jd maskot daripada logo. ahh,wtv. udah bisa bkin juga syukur kan. eh tapi hasilnya lucu loh.. bener deh. nanti kalo post lagi lewat kompi pasti aku kasih gambarnya deh..
eh,malah curhat lagi. udah deh yy. .
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thankiest,dear!!
ciaoooooxx!!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

i'm a casper, i was died!!

Night exactly. well, that's been my third post for today. lagi suka banget posting lewat hp.
so,abis peristiwa sepeda ria tadi kan sebenernya maok karaokean tuh. tapi nggak jadi gitu, akhirnya ngobrol2 gitu kan ama anak2 atas. kita ngobrol2,nyanyi2 sambil liat buku tahunan senior kita yg brusan lulus.
abis gitu kan pada laper,akhirnya pesen makan gitu kan. tapi trus suasananya mendadak jadi sepi gitu. terus iseng2 ada jarik-nya temenku gitu kan (kain yg sering dipake bwt nutupin jenazah) aku iseng2 badanku ditutupin smua pakek itu. eh,abis tu adek kosku yg abis kluar pulang akhirnya dikerjain aja sekalian. jadi aku ditutupin pakek jarik itu tadi kan, terus hidungku juga disumpel kapas. abis adek kosku yg baru pulang itu buka jariknya,aku langsung puter mataku biar item2nya ga keliatan gitu jadi kan kayak setan. dia langsung tereak sekenceng2nya. eh,kelar takutnya malah dia jadi punya ide ngerjain temen2 yg laen. jadi dia pake make up kayak kuntilanak gitu kan,terus aku jadi pocongnya. Orang pertama yg kita kerjain gagal. tapi orang kedua sukses besar. pas si pasukan hantu ini turun,kita rencananya mau nakut2in anak2 di ruang tv gitu kan,tapi mereka ternyata udah pada tau. mereka nggak pada mau bukain pintu. tapi karna pasukan hantu yang lebih banyak,jadilah mereka akhirnya ngalah.
kita serbu tuh anak2 di ruang tv. skitar 5 anak gitu kan yg disitu smuanya pada ketakutan. haha. . . gue pikir gue sukses besar sama pasukan hantu lainnya.
eh,tapi ternyata temen kita ada yang langsung asmanya kambuh gitu kan. bingunglah kita. yang satu juga marah2 gara2 temen2nya jd pada sakit gitu. akhirnya kita bubar deh. sorry ya bwt temen2ku astrid,ayu,eneng. kita kan cuma bercanda.
yah,tapi yang pasti 'nggak mood'ku yg tadi udah ilang lah ya pastinya.
udah ya,udah malem juga. .

i'm stupid, i'm a silly!!

Haha. . posting lagi. padahal baru beberapa menit tadi.
well,gue masih sama. not in the mood!! >.< rasanya pikiran ni pgen gue shut down dulu, besok baru gue nyalain. but, show must go on,rite? jadi,saking tololnya gue hari ini. kan bingung tuh mau ngapain. akhirnya gue naek ke lantai atas gangguin anak kos laennya. tapi abis itu merekanya malah nonton sinetron gitu kan ya. kan males tuhh,, udah tau lagi bt banget,, nongkrongin eclipse yg ada edward cullen yg ganteng itu sama si jacob yg gentleman bgt itu aja gw ga mood. apalagi nonton sinetron gitu kan. akhirnya gue turun lg deh kebawah. eh,liat sepeda. yaudah kan,otak gue yg lagi sadar cuma 5 watt itu akhirnya menuntun gue buat ambil tu sepeda terus ngelilingin halaman kos gue yg di depan itu kan,agak luas gitu. nah,disitu muter2 nyampe 50 kali mungkin ada. eh,malah tiba2 ada tamu kan, ibunya adek kost gue. buat nambah2in malu gue karna sore2 menjelang malam ni sepeda2an sndrian d dpan kos masih pakek seragam pula kan,akhirnya gue SKSD gitu deh. gue salamin terus gue ajakin ngobrol. abis dia masuk,gue lanjutin acara sepeda ria gue. well, sebenernya gue nggak pengen share yang kyak ginian sama kalian. gini deh gue, kalo lagi nggak mood terus suka ngelakuin sesuatu yang aneh,memalukan,dan sebenernya bukan gue banget. tapi yaudahlah. sekarang udah hampir maghrib,gue juga ada janji maok karokean ntar malem,jadinya. . GUE CABUT DULU YA TEMEN-TEMEN!!
mandi dulu ya. . besok ketemuk lagi deh, j.a.n.j.i.!!
Chaoooxx!! <3

Oh, my, i'm totally bored. i'm gonna die!!

Well,hello everybody!
to the point aja yah! skarang lagi not in the mood bgt lah,pkoknya! padahal tadi di skolah ga kenapa-napa.
ya gini deh. as always. typically me, tiap ada satu hal aja yg ga sreg di hati,langsung bkin moodku down. dan,, gini deh,kalo udah ngerasa bt banget gini pasti bingung cari penyebab sama solusinya.
jangankan diejekin yah, dibecandain juga gue nggak mood bgt skrang tuh. gue juga sebel sendiri kalo kek gini. sebenernya yg dimau apa sih aku niii?
yaudah lah, let me alone dulu lah ya kalok sekarang. males bgt mau ngapa-ngapain. udah ya. .
thankies dear!! <3

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Can I have my own future?

Hello again people!midnight already when I write this post. Just getting trap in the middle of lonely night and don’t have anything to do. So, I just wanna write some shit here.. can’t I?
Well, masih sama. Liburan gue nggak ada yang special amat kecuali gue jadi addicted sama FIFA WORLD CUP. Idk why. Padahal sebelumnya nggak pernah tertarik sama sekali sama dunia bola. Aduh, tapi sayang RONALDINHO gue udah harus pulang. Yaudah lah.. Tapi tetep, gue dukung Robben sama Sneidjer Wesley. Keep up spirit, okey?!
Soooooo.. akhir liburan ini sebenernya ada planing reunian bareng anak-anak Sneaky. Yeaps!! Lagi-lagi IBU gue ngelarang! Oke, bukan ngelarang! Maksud gue, NGATUR!! Jadi tuh, tadinya kita mau pada maen di waterboom gitu kan? Ibu gue bilang,, itu waterboom baru, barang kali belum aman, dan masih nyari tumbal. Whatzzz?? Ya tuhan!! Ini 2010 kali! Okelah, gue nurut aja.. sebenernya sih nggak takut sama kisah tumbal-menumbal seperti apa kata bunda gue (ceileh, bunda) cuman kalo ibu yang bilang gitu, takutnya kemakan omongan ibu. Omongan ibu kan biasanya bisa jadi kenyataan. Tapi sebenernya nggak enak bilang ke temen minta ganti tempat. Apa lagi mereka yang milih juga kan? Aduh, tapi yaudah lah, let’s see aja nantinya kita bakal kemana. Gue sih nggak peduli-peduli amat mau kemana. Yang penting ketemu ama Bunga, Wike, Ajeng, Sari. Itu udah cukup buat gue!! Yeah! Bunga, gue udah nggak ketemu sekitar 2 nyampe 3 bulan mungkin ada. Kalo Wike kemaren gue papasan di parking basement MC. Tapi sebenernya masih banyak yang pengen gue obrolin sama dia!! Apalagi Ajeng sama Sari! Anjrit! Udah dua tahun gue nggak ketemu mereka. Gatau deh, bakal gimana kalo ketemu lagi. Ahhhhh, can’t wait to meet them!!
And.. sebenernya ada satu pikiran yang ngeganjel lagi sih. Jadi tuh gue kan bentar lagi udah jadi kelas 3.. (ya.. get ready for nasional exam deh!! That’s really suck to the core!) terus kemaren papah nanyain aku mau kuliah dimana. DAMN!! Gue nggak punya jawaban apa-apa. Speechless.. speechless.. dan bener-bener speechless. Oke, ini selalu dateng ke gue tiap kali gue harus milih ngelanjutin pendidikan gue kemana?
Kayak pas gue mau masuk SMK. Bener-bener deh, bingung mau pilih SMA 1 atau SMK TELKOM.  I think both are a cool school. Tapi gue suka yang lebih menantang jadi gue pilih TELKOMnya aja. Siapa tau dapet pengalaman baru. Sayangnya gue malah masuk kandang ayam. Sorry, ini perumpamaan kalo gue salah masuk jurusan. Honestly, waktu pertama kali masuk tuh gue juga bener-bener blank, TAR, TKJ atau RPL itu apa? Yang pertama gue pikirin, gue suka komputer jadi gue pilih TKJ, dan pilihan keduanya gue pilih TAR karna tetangga gue yang udah kayak sodara sendiri juga pilih TAR. Lagian gue pikir, RPL tuh Cuma ngurusin software-software gitu (wah, cemen banget!) Sampe akhirnya gue keterima di TAR, dan.. Oke, gue bingung karena gue juga diterima di SMA. Well, it’s a big choice for me. I don’t know which I should to choose. Ibu juga Cuma bilang, itu terserah kamu. Kamu  yang bakal jalanin, ibu Cuma biayain. (Oke, itu nggak bantu gue sama sekali buat milih yang mana kan?)
Dan gue pilih hal baru itu. Pengen coba lepas dari ortu dan jalanin hidup sendiri, akhirnya gue pilih SMK TELKOM SANDHY PUTRA PURWOKERTO. Well, nggak taunya TAR tuh begini ternyata. Kalo aja bisa gue puter balik waktu, gue bakal pilih RPL atau SMA aja. Tapi udahlah, ini hidup. I just have to keep driving until I reach the end of road.
Itulah yang bikin gue dilema sekarang. Gue pikir untuk selanjutnya, gue nggak mau belok ke jalan yang salah lagi. Tapi dengan sikap ortu gue yang ‘lo harus jadi PNS atau di bidang kesehatan. Karena itu udah menjamin masa depan!.’
Oke, biasa. Orang tua. Gue sih nganggepnya: “Hei ini hidup gue, kenapa harus kalian yang mengaturnya?”
Pasti pernah kan punya perasaan kaya gitu? Anjir! Itu, sucks to the core!!!
Paling nggak suka ngadepin keadaan kayak gini. Di sisi lain, mereka juga ortu yang musti gue dengerin (belum tentu patuhin lho ya.. hehee..) dan di sisi lain, gue ngerasa, ini hidup gue!!!!! Gue pengen pilih jalan gue sendiri!!
Tapi tetep, Papa nyuruh gue masuk UNES Semarang dan ngelarang gue kuliah di Bandung atau Jogja. (Gosh! Padahal gue pengen banget kuliah di kota yang adem. Eh, Bandung adem nggak sih? Ya, mending kan yah, dibanding Semarang?) oke, gue nggak bakal bahas iklim lagi. bukan itu intinya. Sebenernya gue juga nggak pengen kuliah di ITT Bandung. Sumpah!! Gue nggak pengen yah, cuman ngikutin tren atau cuman buat pamer ke temen-temen ‘eh, hebat nih gue bisa masuk ITT’. Bukan itu intinya kita kuliah. Kalo di bandung sih gue prefer ke ITBnya.
Ini masalah masa depan. Gue pengen pilih universitas dan jurusan yang bener-bener gue pengen sendiri. dan gue pengen kerja, dimana gue bakalan enjoy ngerjain kerjaan itu (Except teacher pokoknya ya! gue bener-bener nggak pengen profesi satu ini, walaupun semulia apapun. Gue pikir ini bukan bakat gue ngajarin ilmu ke orang lain, dan gue nggak bakal enjoy ngelakuinnya).
Ahhhh.. rasanya pengen banget ngomong kaya gini ke mereka. Tapi nggak tau deh. Setiap berhadapan sama ortu, dan ngomongin masalah serius, gue slalu speechless. Kalian iya nggak sih?
Sampe sekarang gue juga masih bingung mau pilih yang mana. Pengen banget gue diteriak di depan mereka “Bu, Pah!! Kiky nggak pengen jadi guru! Kalo kalian yang pengen, kenapa nggak kalian aja? Dari dulu kiky selalu dengerin ibu, tapi sekali ini aja kiky pengen didengerin. Kiky pengen kalian hargain sedikit bakat yang kiky punya. Please, peduli dong dikit!! Kalian nggak pernah dukung bakat kecil kiky. Kiky selalu eksplor itu sendiri. Sekarang please, biarin kiky pilih masa depan kiky sendiri.”
Suatu saat, gue pengen buktiin ke mereka. Gue bisa berhasil dengan pilihan gue sendiri!! lo juga kan pasti??
Ahh,, apaan sih lo Kiii?? Kebanyakan film deh kayaknya. Soo,, kayaknya gue udah ngomong banyak banget ya? sorry deh, udah curhat sama kalian, padahal nggak kenal. Sorry juga deh, kalo udah bikin mata pegel, atau bikin kalian ngerasa ini basi dan nggak penting. I just try to share what I feel.
Duhh!! Udah jam setengah satu. I think i should go to sleep. Gue tidur dulu ya.. ngantuk nih!!
CHAOOOOX!!!

Interest on something that we’ll never can reach just like a chicken hoping on Pizza!!

Hey blogger!! Come back again on a topic. Wanna talk about fashion!! Yeah!! Fashion!!
I hate to tell u here. But, I swear! I getting interesting with fashion. So much interested! I don’t know why. But when I see fashion blog, when I look at fashionista look, I scream on my heart. “That’s pretty cool!!”.
I swear you know about this feeling. When you look at the new fashion look, and you just go scream, jump out, or everything (Ah,, this is too overact). But I didn’t lie when I write that I like fashion so much.
But you know? Live in a place that have an opinion that fashion is an unimportant thing, it just make me clogged up. Pathetic, huh? But, never mind. Just to see the fashion blog, and dream about everything about fashion, that’s enough for me to feeling happy.
Hey, check this out. I heart this look!
I like her pose. And her pants! That’s pretty cute and simple. She look so simple, but still cool. I heart this so much! <3 
This photo. I like her skirt. It’s simple and neat. Her hair is so perfect to have a band like that. Ah,, that’s so cute! 
 
This women. Her pose is pretty cool. Her pant and her shoe, I want it so much!!
You know about Yoon Eun Hye? She’s a Korean actress and model. I like her style so much. Her face is pretty cute and she have an innocent eyes. You may like her too.
   
This photo is took on April, 2009 when she become a “Best jewelry lady”.
Her body is just look so perfect. Her lips is pretty cute too. I just dream to have a body like her. But, hey wake up!! she's just one of my fashion inspiration.
I love my fashion style. But I really wanna to dressed up like they. Oh my! Really like it so much! I can’t bear my self to get any stuff like that. But, what can I say? I don’t wanna fight with my mom.
As long as I still have a chance to look on a pretty cool look, at the pretty cute style, I had enough. But I still wish for my own fashion look style.
Okay, let’s just moving on.
Anyway, I’m in holiday people! Yeah, HOLIDAY. But, honesty, it’s kinda lazy to have my holiday just to stay on my home. It’s kinda boring. Totally boring!! It’s better to school I think.
Hey, I’m  not  told you about my disaster last month, huh? You know, I just loss my money on mall parking basement. Phatetic, huh? My little sister going to cry like a baby when she lost her money that saved on my purse. But, what we can do? I just told her that this is my fault and mom will never get angry with her but me. But she still crying. Finally I got her back to home.
As I though. My mom got angry with me. In fact, she told me that I’m a ostentatious. I cry a lot everytime I remember when my mom said like that to me.
But, just skip that fuckin topic. I hate to talk about it.
Ergh, I don’t have other topic now. So, maybe I just want to say good bye to you now. Hope you can comment me, or fill my cbox. Following me on blogger or twitter, I wanna be happy to get friends with you. Okay? See you next post. I’ll try to make a fresh topic.
Bye byeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!

What the hell you doin with your poor holiday?

Heyya everybody. You know? My mind is full of though about my incredible boring holiday. Don’t tell me why. Cuz it gonna make you laught at all. But, never mind. I adapt with this f*cking bad situation. And even if I have my incredible boring holiday, I just try to doin something I wanna do. Except go vacation to the beach, go swim on a waterboom, or have a fun shopping with my friend.


Hhhh.. this is so fuckin suck! My holiday is mostly about computer, laptop, handphone, play station, camera, and bitching. It just so fuckin suck! I want a holiday like everyone!! Not this!

Taking picture, photoshop-ing, photocape-ing, gaming, watching TV, go online, texting ahh.. I getting sick of this. Wanna know something? In fact, I’ve try to write something like novel. This is just because I don’t have something to do. So,, it not finish yet. But I’ll try my best for it!
Oh ya, are you a soccer fanatic? If yes, you should be my tutor!! Becuz, I getting interest with this sport. Before this, I really not interesting with a soccer world. But everytime I watch the TV, it’s all about fifa world cup. And my brother is always play the soccer game on his play station. So, I try to play it a little bit. And ah!! I getting freak now! I addicted for it!! You know? I scream super duper loud when I get my first GOAL!!! Yeah I got the GOAL!!!!!!!!!! I play it until the midnight. I can’t believe that I getting interest with it!
Need something that can booster my mood to enjoy my holiday. L
So,, now I’m freakin sleepy. (ah ya, I write this post before I sleep 1 july 2010. Sorry, I post it just now) Better go to bed and say goodbye to you all!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. (3

Friday, July 16, 2010

Sorry banget deh..

Sebenernya kangen bgt ngeblog. bahan2 post juga udah numpuk tuh d lapie tinggal di-publish doank. tapi eh,tapi.. i don't have any internet connection around me.. wew, gimana dong,?
mau ke warnet lagi males bgt. apalagi minggu depan udah mulai sekolah,pasti tambah sibuk!
daddy! me want a modem. eh,ga cuma want ding. me need a modem! >.< apa musti gw rayu2 tuh si papih biar mau beliin? :/
yaudah,topiknya bukan itu. intinya gue minta maap karena lama ga post. tapi i swear!! i'll post as soon as i can!! p.r.o.m.i.s.e.!! <3 <3
byeeef!!