Couple times ago, I heard a friend telling me that my life is certainly so easy. To be honest here, it's not the first time I heard that kinda thing. But I'd rather just half-hearted agree with it. I can't blame them for their impression of me. As if you know me in person, I'm indeed a very cool person. I take some problem calmly without complaining other that I have some burden in my heart. It's not about falsity or trusting. It more about habit. I'm indeed not an open-person from the very beginning. Even I'm not sharing my story with mom.
As I grown up, I start to feel exhausted. My heart felt like want to explode but I couldn't find it wick so I just keep going like this.
Btw, happy independence day for my beloved country, Indonesia. We still have bunch homework to solve but I believe we can be a better nation. As what I said in my last year post,
Let's just not focus on our "Bad things" only. Everyone is just blaming for the government who doesn't run the affairs of government properly. I know they're wrong. But let's focus not only on other people side, but our self. Try to ask your own self "what have you done for your own country?"
Since I realized that I'm still nothing and have no contribution for my beloved country, I try not to blaming other people for what happened to Indonesia now. Blaming is not the point. Action from each of folk is foremost needed.
And if you guys could help me to pick, which one is look best on me? I have trouble choosing what hairstyle that fit me best. Side bang, front bang, or side braid?